Music is life you dont know the tune yet, but by the time you will get used to it you'l learn to play it by heart.

After several days of searching for the unknown, i find myself lying on the bed thingking of what will happen to my life when i get old. Im 18 years old now, and my life sucked not the average teen life of what people used to have. I am in the depths of commitng self exile, behaving like im the only who didn't have any memories that are best to be remembered. Until now  i still dont get anything from my self not knowing what to do with  my life. But after i watched i late night movie, i asked my self if my world  would be like that. Were you have to be somebody to be in the social acceptance on the society. Always wanted to be a somebody, like i said im not the average guy. Loneliness has kept me frozen in time and i want to stay like that, to conjure the pain the happines and memories.

 

The true purpose in life is finding the road to ones self, begin by knowing your inner self. Look at yourself in the mirror and say that " Im here because i want my family to be proud of me, and I wont let them down". Or you can say that " Im here because i want to be doctor someday, so i could help my mother from her sickness and i dont want to leave her". Its starts with "What I want to do with my life", and ends with "I am proud that i have than this and that and I lived my life with no regrets whatsoever and im willing to help people who is in need". Friends are the common things in life that you get in life, some are free some are friends that will be with you just for money. Well life is like that, life is unfair i know but, hear me this " always believe in god and in your self " because god is the only one you have that, even if he is not in your presence " Just pray and he will come to you". Im not saying this because im a christian, Im saying this because he helped me a lot when i needed him the most. He never leaves by your side, you got to talk to him by your heart. And Believe is the one you have in your life, because people started living in this world because we believe that we have a purpose and that one of the most motivational keys in finding yourself. " I believe in my self, and Im willing to take the test and the obstacles that i may tackles through out my life. My suggestion is learn to respect yourself and know your limits, humans are bound to have limits but one thing is out of the line, there is also human instinct that drives you.

 

 

I'll end for now, im tired and didn't get enough sleep all week.. Next time I'll talk about love and courtship.

 

 

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